Monday, March 1, 2010
I found my old college I.D.'s tonight & it just brought up a lot of old memories. When I got right out of High School, I wanted to be a Fashion Designer more than ANYTHING!! Unfortunately I didn't get to go to a school for that. I went my first year of college at Central Baptist College in Conway, Arkansas & then I started going to University of Central Arkansas. I pledged a sorority that semester & I guess you could say I became "unfocused" on school & more on socializing. I never could decide what I wanted to do with my life, so I quit college & went out to get a "real" job. I started working at a Christian psychiatric clinic & I loved that job. It was good for a few years until my co-worker became my boss & we didn't see eye to eye.
Anyways, I won't go through all of my jobs & their ups & downs. But, do you ever wonder what your life would've been like if you actually did what you wanted when you were 18? (Probably a lot of you have done what you planned to do) Sometimes I do, but I've sorta lost the passion for Fashion. I have a sewing machine & would love to start sewing again, but honestly...I've forgotten how. I also sometimes wonder if I will ever go back to school to finish college & get a degree. I still don't know what I would major in. I have such bad anxiety & thinking about going back to school makes it even more intense. I always had a hard time focusing in school & I took medicine for ADD. Would I have to go back on that? I don't want to, because I didn't really like taking it. I like my job now (working in property management with low-income housing). Who knows where this life will take you. What plans God has for you. I guess as long as your happy with your life thats all that matters :)
Posted by Bonnie at 12:43 AM